Today's my first

Well, today if officially my first blog. I kind of liked the idea of an on-line diary if you will. It's a neat way to share my thoughts and the goings on of the Spears family here. The main news for today I guess would be that we are attempting to sell our house. I just saw another lady get out of her car and get a flyer. We've only shown the house 3 times and so far no bites. I have to admit that I'm ok with that for now. The new house hasn't even broke ground yet so it makes me very anxious to think that this house will sell and we'll have no where to go. I should have rug burns on my knees from praying so much but I have to admit, I was praying very vigilantly at the beginning and telling God that I would trust Him fully and whole heartedly. Well, He hit me with all He had. I failed Him again. I freaked. Now I'm actually scared to pray. I will get back to it. I'm going to have to suck it up because whether I want too or not, we're moving. Change is comming and I just have to accept that and rely on our God. Period. Please pray that I can apply what I know to my life.